Myriad

It's not fair that I don't get to decide.
It's not fair that I have no choice.
It's not fair that I want to love you
But I don't feel the way I should.

I kept thinking that somehow
It would be better.
I kept thinking that maybe
My heart would change.

But the truth is that it's over
Life no longer has to be a lie
You can move on with your future
And I can tell you goodbye.

The years we spent together
Were as good as any could get
Still, the choices we've made at the ending
Have that bitter taste of regret.

So I'm sorry
If that's what you need to hear.
And I am
That much is true.
My confusion is all I can offer now
To anyone
But especially to you.