Saturday, September 30, 2006
Brain Chemistry
My brain releases chemicals that trigger my fear/panic response.
I have detected a threat. Or a possible threat. Possible false-positive.
Earlier, through regular contact, my brain made the connection, grew the links, stimulated the pleasure centres, released the pheromones.
And it was good.
But now I feel sick. Tormented. Twisted.
Now I want the world to die. Just so the pain can end.
But is the threat real? Could my perception be flawed?
Yes it can, and I understand that, but it’s too late.
My brain has a mind of its own and it’s too late to change that.